I'm not trying to kill myself.

我不会想办法自杀。

If I fail this test I'll kill myself.

我这次考试要是通不过，就得自杀了。

I would like to kill myself rather than to kiss her.

我宁愿自杀，也不跟她接吻。

I wanna dig a hole at that moment or kill myself immediately.

我当时就有一种要决裂的心了…

If I wanted to kill myself I'd climb your ego and jump to your IQ.

如果我要寻死，我就爬上你的自恃清高，跳入你的智商。

I could be walking down the street on my way to meet my friend feeling happy and then two blocks down I could be overwhelmed by a feeling that I should kill myself.

在去见朋友的路上，我可能一开始还兴高采烈走在大街上，但是再走两个路口就可能陷入‘我应该自杀’的感觉中无法自拔。