我是如何写书的，这一年来我就好像在做秀。

How I wrote I as though it was all some sort of publicity stunt I did for a year.

我第一次来跟他一起生活，即使还有些许做秀的成分，但他似乎真的很高兴。

He seemed genuinely pleased that I was coming to live with him for the first time with any degree of permanence.

现在，我有了无比宽敞的工作室，也有青铜、木材、纤维之类的各种设计材料，还可以做秀。

Today, I'm able to work in this vast arena, working between bronze and wood and fiber and performance.