But by the time I have finished with my statement you will, perhaps, have a glimpse of what is raging within my breast to run this maddest risk which a sane man can run.

不过，我胸中到底是燃烧着一种什么样的东西，去冒一个理智的人所能冒的最大的风险，到我把陈述念完的时候，您就会略有所知。